lovely.

watch out. hardcore Twilighter coming your way. lol

by the way..

THE PIC THAT'S ON MY TITLE BLOG IS COURTESY OF BANKSY. we had the same thought in mind, but he attempted first. LOVE IT.

laggin!!!

Diet! yes, I'm one of those girls who thinks I'm fat, but foreal, I AM!!! I cant help myself! I love to eat, and hate to workout! But lately I've been exercising thank goodness for my will to do that! So yea, Anyways, Life is getting up to where I want it to be, so I'm not complaining even if I'm not going to school or anything. All that can change its just a matter of time and the will to do it. You know??? Yes... this is just a blog by the way, no pictures of any sort or song or video. Just me blabbing away about how things are going on with me in my little own world.

Drove around Ripon today, and didnt realize that where I live, that there could be soo much COW LAND!!! I mean, shit, I knew we had hella, but I didnt know that we had HELLLLAAAA!!! Especially when its around 5-6 pm, Lathrop gets stanky very much so. I hate it, But I love the laid back vibe that this place has to offer, But I'm hoping that I will be able to move to Hayward in the summer. My family are considering on moving back to the Bay and we have a house that's in mind. Whatever is cool, I'm not trippen on how ghetto the house may be, (i heard the house is only 5 years old.) I just want to be back in THE BAY. No lie. Hayward is only 20 minutes away from San Jose and I'm not complaining about that at all. I JUST HOPE WE GET THE HOUSE! And I know that there will be more job opportunities over there, better than here. ITS SOOOO SLOW! lol But, I'm praying that we move there. I wouldn't mind being back in the Bay.

All in all, Life is falling into place, no matter what kind of shit I'm into this time. :)

NO REGRETS.

Where dreams come true.

Counting the days until the trip to Socal and going to Anaheim to Disneyland! Yesss. I havent been there ever since I was five. And really looking forward to it! LOL.

Maybe, I'll go to Disneyland dressed like this: (LMAO!)

thanks piapiaaa

This, inspires me! For some wierd reason, the girl in the painting kind of looks like me. Of course, she got the boobs down. But this kind of art is almost as similar as mine. Sophia told me that the artist's name is Alfie. I googled it up, but all it gave me was that movie starring Jude Law and Sienna Miller. Oh well. But, I love this piece. LOVE YOU SOPH!

LOVE banksy.

only me.

Story behind this picture is that I went "hiking" with my two friends Chris and Jen up Mission Peaks in Fremont. Silicon Valley. I miss living in the bay sooo much, but I'm coming to realize that I got used to the lifestyle of living in Central Valley. City life? or Laid back life? Only one can decide. Might consider on moving to Hayward sometime this summer. Who knows. But I do miss living in the BAY!
[[LAUGHING MY FUCKING ASS OFF!]] OKAY, OKAY PEOPLE... I did this on purpose. My bitch Jen just likes taking pictures of me and I knew she was gonna take a candid shot of me so I ended picking my butt on purpose. I love being able to make a fool out of myself. TRUE CONFIDENCE. :)

SEXY MAN.

I'll have a smoke break with him ANYDAY. LOL

NINTENDO DSI!!!!

I NEED TO GET ME ONE OF THESE!!!! lol. yea, i already have the Nintendo Ds lite, but this Nintendo DSi is helllaaaaa upgraded! You can basically take pictures and download games, record music and all that cool stuff. Im hooked. Price for this is 170. Im getting it. No Doubt.

SOMETHING GRAND IS COMING UP.

I am officially turning 21 on Aprl 26th, and I have no damn clue on how I want to spend my birthday! This is the first because Usually I would know what to do for my birthdays, but I am clearly stuck on what to do. OBVIOUSLY, IT WILL INVOLVE WITH ME BEING TOTALLY WASTED. Haven't been wasted in soooo long. Lookin forward to that! LOL.

MY choice is to go down to LA and be a club whore for a weekend, and visit my friend Sophia whom I miss chillen with. So why not??? Another choice is Vegas of course you have to go there when you turn 21. My family is planning on taking me there, but who knows they seem to change their mind. But if I do, I could also visit my good friend Stephanie whom I also miss sooo much!!! (we go wayyy back. lol), Another is just plain ol SAN JOSE to spend my birthday with the ones that I miss terribly.

(And tryin to have NO DISTRACTIONS. Referring to my 20th birthday last year when someone ruined it for me when I was chillen with San Jose buddies.)
But all in all, I just need to plan something. SOON! I want it to be great. I know expecting much? WEll, I've havent had a great Birthday so far besides turning 16 and 18. Thats it.
That's all, BLOG YOU LATER!!!! HAHAHAHA.

oh my...

for those of you who dont think hes good looking... I DO!!

blogging.

I went to a family party last night in Sunnyvale, I havent seen any of these folks in a long time and it was pretty awkward for me to just say hi and kiss them all on the cheek! All the aunties and grandmas were sitting on a long ass couch like a friggen line for me to go say hi and kiss one by one. SO Awkward. But it was cool, brought me back to my childhood days where they would pinch my cheeks and tell me how big im getting. Now that I'm older, all they can say is "Michelle! Youre so pretty now!" (lol) or "Wheres your boyfriend?" hahaha damn filipino ladies. Miss them. And one of my grandmas said that I scared her because I looked like a splitting image of my mom and she thought that my mom came back from the dead or something. I guess, as I do grow older, I start to resemble her more, and I'm starting to see it. Its not scaring me at all, but I dont know how to explain what I'm trying to say? Well, it does kind of frighten me to be looking like her, but I dont know why. I love my mom. I'll just have to figure it out later on when my mind is on track and when I'm feeling better from this minor sickness that I'm having. Just wanted to lay out that day and only that part of the day. Happy blogging.

true story!

HAH! not really but this is funny.

9 year old girl getting married

A sweet touching story, literally I teared up. Its about a 9 year old girl who has leukemia and only has weeks to live and she decides to marry a boy who also has leukemia and their wedding dance song happened to be "Love Bug" by the Jonas Brothers. And Jonas Bros pay a visit to this girl and it was touching!
mind the commercials. this story is touching for real, but also sad because this happens to a lot of young children diagnosed with leukemia.

it's sad to say that ive neglected...

currently listening to: "Y CONTROL" - yeah yeah yeahs.

My fisheye camera. I have two rolls of film waiting to be developed and Only I, the lazy ass does not have the will to just walk into a Wal-mart or Target to get the things developed. It must be done!!!

Things to do this month of MARCH:
-get a job.
-Paint something GRAND.
-develop my film
-the thing i need the MOST! (people who know me best know whats up.)
-enroll for summer school
-Start with my graffiti works again (its been a long while)
-dye my hair back to BLACK.
-Buy TWILIGHT dvd. (special edition of course)
-Buy 2 new black sketchbooks. (old ones running out of pages)
-Finish KOI FISH tattoo design for Sophia
-Start on LA tattoo design for Tupes.
-get more culture from different places for inspiration.
-STOP LAGGING.

Well, if i missed any, let me know!! lol. Spring is around the corner. Getting my Shit done. Keep moving forward.

yadig???