i've moved on..

to a new blogsite. blogger was getting old to me. sorry. go to simplymeesh.wordpress.com that's where I'll be. tumblr for the people, and wordpress for ME. and whoever wants to read it but no one reads this blog anyways lol. Okay bye blogspot!!!!!

I want to fall in love, all over again.

It's been a year and half since I was last in love. I'm beginning to miss everything about being in a relationship, but I wont let it all get to me to the point where I'm man hunting just to find a lover. The problem with me, is that I fall in love way to fast. The next time, when it happens; I'll take it easy. I wont rush into it or anything. I wont expect anything from him, or else I'll probably end up being disappointed. I want that guy to love me for who I am, wont ever criticize me on what I do, and never disapproves me. Just a thought. I'm not on the prowl, but I just miss being a "Girlfriend" at times.

:P

I dont have tolerance for BULLSHIT. And people who dont have a sense of humor!

Words to live by pt1

EVERYDAY IS A LEARNING PROCESS.. ACKNOWLEDGE THAT.

Cant SLEEP.

Listening to one of my favorite soundtracks; Miss Saigon. It's nearly 6 in the morning, and I have not slept yet ever since 9 in the morning of yesterday. I dont know what is up with me or my body, but I'm not even sleepy yet. Damn this. I'll just blog about what has been going on since I treat my blogspot like a real journal unlike tumblr where you're just socializing with your followers on that. I love tumblr, but that's for show and tell. My blogspot is for me and for whoever wants to read whatever bullshit comes from my mind. Tumblr has been taking over my world lately! Okay so recently, I've been a busy girl, I havent even had the time to clean my own room, do things for myself for me to relax except blogging! Seriously, technology these days, I cant go a day without blogging. SAD LIFE. Yea, pathetic; I know, but who doesnt blog nowadays? It's a new thing to do! So lately....Ive been content with it all. School and work. No distractions whatsoever. I'm not letting guys interfere with my life at the moment. Because God knows that they are TOO MUCH OF A DISTRACTION FOR ME. No doubt about that. I go to school at Art Institute in Sunnyvale. Majoring in Graphic Design, the school is BANK, but I know that this education will help me become successful in the in long run. IT BETTER PAY OFF! Shit! And working at Jcpenney right now just to pay off the bills and such. I'm living a good life, and I appreciate everything that has been given to me and I dont take any negativity to let me down. Save my money to buy the eclipse. Work out at least 3 times a week, just to get back in shape. Eating with family a lot has it's flaws. BIG FLAWS. So one of my short-term goals is to lose 20 lbs. Seriously.. Today is my grandpa's birthday, I wonder what we're gonna do today? I will not indulge on the cooking today. If I do, then; FAIL. shit. lol. kk goodbye for now.

hmmm..

Getting to know this guy, it's like he's into hella shit that I'm into. But then again, I dont want this guy to like me. SERIOUSLY I dont. I just need a friend. That's all I ask of him.