from last night.

fucking hungover as fuck! but this is what i got to do last night. HELLA HIGH.drunkness too. At my grandmas house!

im a blog whore.

Thought I should share some illustrations from my real journal.

again..

my theme song of the month. and upcoming month.

JUST MUSIC.female music!

LISTEN TO LENKA!! FOR YOU INDIE/FOLK/WHATEVER MUSIC LOVERS. EVEN MY TWIN COUSINS WHO ARE 4 LOVE HER! i love listening to all different kinds of music. i fucking love it.

heartless

Happy early Thanksgiving to anyone who reads my very boring blogs!!! You make my day worth while! hahaha. Not. but whatever. im okay. Well anyways,please, the only thing that i wish for on the holidays is NO MORE DRAMA. No more drama whatsoeva. Fuck. It fucking sucks that i havent been a happy person in a while. Nothing makes me completely happy, always content or just BLAHHH. SO IM pissed. At everything. I dont want to blog about all the shit that is wrong in my life cus i know no one wants to know! Having this blogspot was only to show what i like, showing my interests and shit. But its whatever, I treat it like an online journal like it is, even though I have a real journal, and that's where all the juicy secrets are kept! And if someone were to get a hold of that journal, its the end for you! Or our friendship, if we are friends. But who cares. Fuckers. Im losing touch of all the friends who were close to me. You know, before that wouldnt make me sleep at all, but really, I can actually care less now. It's wierd, that I've changed, because I do realize who my true friends are and really, its not even a handful. That's how a feel. I dont really care. I dont. Im not even gonna make an effort to try to make the friendship work. THIS IS ONLY TO CERTAIN PEOPLE. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM...THEN, COME SEE ME! fuck ive been in a fucking bitchy mood the whole week. I KINDA LIKE IT. ;) heres some fucking pictures.enjoy.

fuckyous

san francisco.

San Francisco was really fun. I spent the whole day there with Jen and her cousins plus Randell. OMG i was sooo happy to be back in the City. I havent been there ever since I left for Hawaii, and i recall the last time i was there with with David. So yea, i can pretty much say that SF brought back a lot of reminiscing for me because that is where me and David would go like every month. But you know. Over it. The city vibe was always dope. You know, its FRISCO! When can you ever think about a negative thought about being in Frisco??? I loved it, shopped at H&M. "H&M HAPPY" was my mood. I saw a Minnie Mouse necklace and i had to get it cus i love Minnie mouse! I just love being in San Francisco because of how Diverse it is. Im into fashion too, and I love seeing how random people dress, which is like where i get some of my style from, like how theres some people who go to magazines for style, I sometimes turn to street fashion. ILOVEIT. But I have to say, Union Square is a fucking hectic place to be during the holiday season. NUFF SAID. Later on.... We headed for Janice/abi/&kaezel's bday bash thing majiggie, and I just have to say that vibe for most of the party was awkward. People whom i havent seen or chilled with in hella long, and its just weird how some people just forget about who they are and where they come from and end up being who they are now. YEA, i was pretty observant last night and that vibe, i was feeling the most.But i did have fun, I did make the most out of that party with such a small space. Started that dancing, but some people werent up for that but I dont care, i had fun. I wish I couldve hung out with ABi more! but she was sooo NOT THERE! IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN! but yea whatever, i had fun. Im not mad like some people. You cant change people on who they turn out to be. Sucks it had to be like that. AWKWARD. But fuck that , Im over that scene/group.

el random.

THE CITY. MADE OUT OF JELLO.MOMMY HELLO! MAKE EM WIGGLE LIKE JELLO! random night.. ehk. chillen with family is what i love most! FUCK THE REST! im just gonna let my thoughts go with the flow on this one. GAS PRICES! like wow!!! hella goood! Today I saw at Arco that it went down to 1.99!!! Thats a good thing. Today i baked brownies, I fucken wished that they were special ones cus Ive been craving to blaze lately, but I cant because im looking for a job and FUCK! im having absolutely no luck! IM OVER HERE AT MY AUNT'S HOUSE, AND MY 3 AUNTIES WERE OUTSIDE SMOKIN A BLUNT. WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH THAT????? wow. Personally, I think that its really funny and right now, i could smell the scent of cookies baking in the oven. THEY MUST HAVE THE MUNCHIES! DAMN! SOOO JEALOUS! Jen and I will be working out daily to start the new year FRESHHH. you know?? Im newly single and I want to be back in the game. WELL, TECHNICALLY NOT REALLY. but you never know??? IM REALLY TRYING TO GET OVER HIM REALLY BAD!! WTF MAN. THATS IT. MY WORD. MMMKAY... LOOK AT RANDOM ASS PICTURES IF YOU LIKE. BECAUSE ITS A FRIDAY, IM CHILLEN WITH THE COUSINS, AND IM PRETTY CONTENT AT THE MOMENT. THAT'S THE FIRST!!!!!

its just like an entry out of my journals.

nothing interesting today, just thoughts and feelings. WHAT up??? shit. well yea okay tell me why i cant get over him??? BELIEVE ME, i am trying my very best to get over him, whatever i do, it just goes on to me missing him cus the shit that i do, reminds me of him. well everything reminds me of him and i NEED TO GET OVER HIM!!! IF ANY OF YOU ARE READING THIS, GIVE ME SOME ADVICE ABOUT THIS PLEASE... its the longest relationship that i have ever been. WHAT THE FUCK MAN!!! im writing in this blog cus really, i dont give a fuck who reads it. im bored with life and this me.Lowest point of my life right now. fuck this. 2009 better be greater than 08. really....oh just ending it here. ill blog laters. fuck this. im pissed off right now. FUCK YOU D!