A 2 topping sandwhich..THIS AINT NO BIG MAC BITCH!

SWAGGER LIKE US.

I LOVE ME SOME BEVERLY! fuck yea. its what you wanted aint it??? well, Im up. fucking awake as hell dammit. Its good to have girl friends who wont talk shit about you behind your back..

Me and Bev could talk for days. Thats a good thaaanngg that we share together.

Hahaha, this picture reminds me of me and connie in 2005. HELLA OLD.

FUCK...LET ME SEE IF I HAVE IT. HAHAHA.

HERE IT IS!!! i love you too connie!damn. HELLA YOUNG. i miss that sooo much!

mademoiselle kat.

LOVE HER. shes as good as FAFI.

believe in change??

I DO.

feeling...ARTSY... all in one week.

Sorry, that its all shitty because these were taken by phone. LOL. ghetto. but ill probably take better ones with the camera. But for now, i just wanted to show you guys some shit ive done this past week.YES. i know! im soooo proud of myself cus i could never draw anything gooood. Well, this isnt that good, but its coooL to look at right??? Well, ENJOY. give me some feedback or something. i dont know how, but you can always go to my myspace. MYSPACE.COM/CHELLYKILLYKILLY "RANDOM SKETCHES." " YOU'RE FOOLING NO ONE BUT YOURSELF." "HE EATS PENGUINS FOR BREAKFAST. ESPECIALLY THE CUTE ONES."

"IN MEMORY OF....." "IM ALIVE!" "HE'S HAPPY HE HAS FEELINGS."

sorry, no FICTURES today.

Just blogging. Okay last night was fun playing CRANIUM with jen, jon, randell and bev. And surprisingly i was WINNING!oh wow. but yea.i have a lot on my mind. i feel like im losing touch of someone close, but whatever, its how i feel about this situation right now.IM NOT COMPLAINING about jackshit! but whatever.DO MAI MAI BITCHES!!!!!!

I fucking hate being a bum.i hate being so unproductive. This is the lowest phase of my life right now. But yea. BUMMING IT OUT EXTREMELY!!!!!!its aiiight.

"your lips look like its not even moving"

"you look like your chewing gum all the time."

hahahahahaha.

JEN WAS FARTING SOOOOOO MUCH LAST NIGHT! FUCKING GROSS ASS SHIT! SOUNDED LIKE WET ONES!

AND......MY PHONE IS POSSESSED I GOT ONE MISSED CALL AND MY FUCKING PHONE IS FUCKING DISCONNECTED.. AND RAYMOND TALKS IN HIS SLEEP AND CALLS FOR A BOY NAME MAX.SCARY ASS SHIT HUH!

WTF. YEA, I KNOW.

LATER:BABYSITTING.

LATERER:BABYSITTING.

FUCK, IM PISSED CUS I WANTED TO GOO CLUBBING SOOOO SOOOO MUCH. oh well. theres always next time.

and...DEFINE THE MEANING OF A BEST FRIEND.

and.........BEING SINGLE IS OKAYYYYYY. RIGHT BEV????FUCK. WE NEED TO BE OUT THERE, MINGLING AND WHAT NOT.

i fucking slept over jens house last night. and it was fucking noisy.

okay....another topic.IM ALL A.D.D. like hella right now.

MTB the most recent episode! was soooooo sweeeeet! the one where they go to vegas.DAWN AND Q. are hella cute that it fucking made me cry on what Q had prepared for her in the hotel room.WHEN AM I GONNA GET SOMETHING LIKE THAT???? :(

oh well......

MY LAST NIGHT IN KAUAI. :(

"IM LEAVING...NEVER LOOKING BACK AGAIN..." hhahah hell yes im coming back again! my family lives here! but yea, today was pretty calm and doing errands and ish. Lindsey and Chad finally came home with the baby Charles Koapaka. It was sooo sweet. OMG, hes growing fast! only 3 days old! and hes such a little Angel! My nephew. im mos def gonna be coming back here again. Im also finally done with my packing which i hated so much, but im going home tomorrow. San Jose Airport. Auntie Yolanda helped me soo much this summer, ive learned a lot from her and really, it was my first time experiencing a mother dealing with teenagers you know since I havent really experienced that, and trust me, THAT was an experience. I love that lady. Shes a very strong woman and kindhearted. I also got to hang out with Brittney and Jasper whom I rarely see so much, since im more close to Lindsey and Kessy, but Britt and JJ are both different characters, Britt is sooo strong and wont take bullshit from no one!Shes one fierce bitch! i love that bitch! lol and Jasper is really laid back and always fixing up his moped, which is sooo FUN to ride! Yea, hes still pimping it out. But im really glad that i came here to spend time with family and to get to know them more. I LOVE THEM. And seeing Lindsey become a mother, is something i wouldnt think of you know, but shes a natural at it, and i know that she'll be alrite, her and chad. Charles Koapaka has awesome parents. NUFF SAID! Im glad i got to be here to experience him coming to our lives and he's such a sweet little angel. Seriously. I love this place, even though there may not be that much to do here, but i have family that i care for and it was really cool to see where they live and how Kauai is really a beautiful island. I DO BELIEVE THAT I WILL HAVE ISLAND FEVER! omg. really i will. just missing the family. Auntie Yo really taught me a lot. I respect her soo much!I would hate it when she would get mad! But hey, as a parent, thats how she shows that she cares and she do worries. I almost cried yesterday when she was helping me, because really, i didnt know how it was to have a mother whos dealt with teenagers you know? And she said that my mom wouldve felt the same way or done the same thing, and thats what made me tear a little bit but i didnt show it cus i didnt want Auntie to cry. but yea i love my family here. THEIR AWESOME.the people here i met are also AWESOME! auntie meesh ! Charlie! LOL mine and jj's photo shoot at hanamaulu cafe'.

what a fucken poser.

ITS A BOY!!!!

WOW, MY COUSIN LINDSEY FINALLY GAVE BIRTH. IM SOOO PROUD OF YOU MANANG!! he was born on September 6,2008 at 6 pounds and 14 ounces. My first nephew, and hes the one to start off the next generation of our family! He's gonna be sooo spoiled! with DADDY CHAD. MOMMY LINDSEY. THE AUNTIES AND UNCLES. (I TOOK THE PIC.) HE'S SO PRECIOUS.

AUNTIE BRITTNEY!

nuff said.

Sam Flores is the shit.

and so i may be a little bit obessive...=)

OMG! LINDSEY MUST GIVE BIRTH NOW! SHES BEEN HAVING 4-5 MINUTE APART CONTRACTIONS! IM SOOO READY TO BE AN AUNTIE! =) WELL, FOR ANOTHER OF YOUR VIEWING PLEASURE...... LOL.. I LOVE BOTS. DONT ASK ME WHY, I LOVED THEM SINCE I WAS A KID. YEA, IM A WIERDO..A BIG WIERDO!

MY VERY OWN ROBOT.

meeshcanlove.blogspot.com

FUCK THE REST: i spy with my fish eye....

i spy with my fish eye....

im bored. its a wednesday night in kauai. okay. leaving here next wednesday. im sad and happy. but this was really, a lifetime experience. i got to know my family here more, and to see where they grew up and thats pretty cool. There were ups and downs, but i do have to say that, Kauai is a beautiful island. Everyone has to experience Kauai. I reccommend it!So lush, so green, the beaches here are breathless. People here extra friendly. I will come back here, but not for 3 months. Maybe a just a month you know? I love my family here, they taught me a lot. Lifestyle is different here from home. But its like a home away from home you know? so yea, im glad that i FINALLY got the oppurtunity to come here to experience what Kauai has to offer. And to spend more time here with the Family. BUT TO EVERYONE: I HiGHLY RECOMMEND THAT YOU EXPERIENCE THIS ISLAND! IT'S WAY DIFFERENT FROM THE CITY LIFE, BELIEVE ME. ;) enjoy some fish eyes: cuzzo britt & i at POIPU/sheraton beach. where we would just come to take naps. =) lol. right before my very first skanking experience and reggae concert. INSANE!

OCEAN! AND ITS NOT MURKY! its clean! COCONUT PALM TREES ANYONE?

HE'S OREGON BOUND NOW. LEI'S. ME.

TREE TUNNEL! SCARY AS FUCK COMING

here at night!