Just this..

I came across an ex/old friend's blogger because I forgot that I subscribed to him, and Ive read all the things he had to say about me. I was kind of in shock on what he had to say, But I dont really care about any of that mess anymore. Im better than that as a person and as a friend, but not his of course. I just wanted to let that out, I really have no hard feelings toward it anymore, its just my past and Im over it, Plus, I no longer waste my time on talking bad stuff about people I dont like. Thats not the kind of person that I am NOW. Honestly. In other news, I need a job! Seriously man! I was just reading Sophia's blog, and really "HOW HARD IS IT TO FIND A JOB??" This is killing me soo much! Because that now that Im single, I can actually SPEND money on MYSELF, and not for any guy or anything, even though I am very generous and I do love to treat people out when I have money. I want a job to actually have something to do also! Putting off school for a while now, I need to be productive with school, and also with WORK! GEEZ! Its killing me! Like wow!! Come On!! and tha's all I have to complain about. My new years resolution is to lose weight and keep in touch with my friends Ive lost touch with. And both seem to be working! Just slowly progressing, but I know it will be right this time! I will no longer be a slacker! Yessirreee!!! That's the plan! And I'm sticking to it like bubble gum! (yea im a dork, dont mind me.) Any other interesting thoughts??? NOPE, not really.. Im also progressing with my artistic abilities, I'll keep posted on some of the pieces I finish, because yea, I want to be recognized. A little. =)