mark tried to jump over me.kind of succeeded?

i love buddha.

my highschool beezies.

boonchubby! give birth already!
i want to see my future niece or
nephew! love u!

theres this.....i know we're all DRAMA QUEENS. well, actually really havent had any girlfriend drama in a long tiiiime. im not even proud of it. but this ones from me. from my own blog. After writing this i had to call someone and it was Tony, my bestfriend because he basically knows how i am and yea i did need someone to talk to especially with me and david being over too. Last night, i was crying because a girl cant handle sooo much heartbreak you know? From David and Aileen. but whatever, ill move on. I hope so. Here, i wrote you guys a novel. Haha, just kidding.
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THIS ONE'S FOR YOU. Current mood: calm Category:
Life
So, this is how my summer has to end? With Aileen calling me, jen, and beverly fake. Yes, I dont have to sugar coat it or anything. She's over there saying that we dont care for her and that we were pretending that we would be there for her when she needed us, and what not. And calling us FAKES? I dont fucking think so. Everyone knows that it takes A LOT for me to get fucking pissed off, and out of all people it had to be her. I loved Aileen like a real sister and now shes fucking calling us 3 fakes? Okay, you people reading this, do you think that ME, JENNIFER, OR BEVERLY ARE FAKES???? seriously now. This gets me sooo angry and frustrated that she had to go and do this to us when we all just could of talked it out and try to understand each other, and to be MATURE about it and talk it over like real adults. We all (me, jen, and bev) didnt see this coming and got insulted, Aileen says that we've always been there for her when she needed us, yea we were, you guys dont even know how much we've helped her with hella shit. That was back in high school and now, that she has her own family, she cant expect us to ALWAYS be there when she needs us. Well, i know i would try to help her, but im in hawaii, but what she was saying about us, we all felt really betrayed, insulted, and angry. DO YOU NOT APPRECIATE WHAT WE'VE DONE OR GIVEN YOU? We're all 20 now, young adults, we dont need to be there to baby each other, we all have to learn how to be independent and not always depend on people when you need help. I mean where would you be if we werent here to help you throughout highschool? We actually helped each other, but for you to be saying that we're fake is really a LOW-BLOW. I dont hate you or anything, its just that we do want you to try it out to be independent and to not always depend on us. WE DO WANT TO SEE YOU AND YOUR SON. So stop hating on us if we cant find the time to do so. But what after you posted, i dont think it can be forgiven, because you know how we all HATE FAKE PEOPLE. and for you to be calling us that really hurts you know? REALLY LOW. its not high school where we would always be there to hang out and gossip and be there for each other and whatever, you know? we dont even see each other everyday anymore, but would we still call to see how we're all doing? yes, we would. we would have to work around everyones schedules and what not. Its after high school, and everyone is busy trying to make a living for ourselves, so please dont rant on your myspace blog saying that we're fake and that we're never there to see you or shit like that, cus seriously we've been there. Who was the one that let you stay at her house just for you to wait for your dad to pick you up? Who was the one that would always pick you up and want you to go to school? And who was the one that wanted you to get over that asshole Jason and wanted you to hang out more??I know theres more to list, but now your saying that we're not there for you anymore? Im saying that you cant always depend on us being there for you; we all want you to be independent. Yea, we're all not independent either, but we're all learning how to be, slowly progressing. Thats what we want you to do. You know I would be there for you.And for you saying all that shit on myspace really threw me off guard. Im really upset, disturbed, betrayed, insulted, and sad that you had to say all of that shit about all of us. This is what I have to say, and ill let everyone in myspace read this to see how I feel. We're not bitches, we're not fakes. UNDERSTAND THAT. dont feel alone or not wanted because youre exactly the opposite than that. so chill the fuck down, and stop being mad that we are not there for you. WE ARE GOOD FRIENDS, we have the qualities of what a good friend is. SO FOR YOU TO BE SAYING WE'RE FAKE, WELL.....WE'RE NOT..get it straight. AND DONT BE SAYING SHIT LIKE THAT, BECAUSE WE DO WANT TO SEE YOU
ON THE HAPPIER NOTE,
LOOK AT INTERESTING AND SOMEWHAT RANDOM PICS? HERE YOU GO. up there tho, im still new to this shit, so yea. DONT BLAME! hahaha.
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